Antipsychotic, Bipolar, Depression, Love, Marriage, Medication, Mood Stabiliser, Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Self-Harm, Suicide, Treatment

Time To Be Honest

I’ve been inactive since Christmas or New Year’s I’m not really sure now. I thought about what to write in the meantime. I thought I might write about my health kick that came when the New Year rang in but I couldn’t bring myself to write anything. So I thought I will just be honest.… Read More Time To Be Honest

Antipsychotic, Anxiety, Bipolar, Depression, Family, Love, Mania, Marriage, Medication, Mixed Episode, Mood Stabiliser, Psychosis, Relationships

Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy

“I belong with you, you belong with me, you’re my sweetheart” these are some of the lyrics to the song Ho Hey by The Lumineers. I walked down the aisle to this song sung by my youngest brother. So it holds a lot of sentiment to me. In fact I am listening to the song… Read More Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy

Bipolar, Mania, OCD

Weekend Part Two

26 November 2016 I ended up falling asleep sometime after 1 this morning. I wake up roughly 5 hours later, rested and energised. I try to make myself sleep more because the part of me that is still monitoring my symptoms knows that a decreased need for sleep is not a good sign. Who cares… Read More Weekend Part Two

Bipolar, Mania

Weekend Part One

This post is one of two parts. I generally write draft posts throughout the day so you can see my thoughts, symptoms and moods as they happen. 25th November 2016 It’s Friday. I had poor sleep last night again because I have become increasingly afraid of the dark. I come back to my desk to… Read More Weekend Part One