Antipsychotic, Anxiety, Bipolar, Depression, Family, Love, Mania, Marriage, Medication, Mixed Episode, Mood Stabiliser, Psychosis, Relationships

Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy

“I belong with you, you belong with me, you’re my sweetheart” these are some of the lyrics to the song Ho Hey by The Lumineers. I walked down the aisle to this song sung by my youngest brother. So it holds a lot of sentiment to me. In fact I am listening to the song… Read More Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy

Antipsychotic, Anxiety, Bipolar, Family, Love, Mania, Marriage, Medication, Mood Stabiliser, Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Psychosis, Relationships, Treatment

Penny For My Thoughts?

I went to work. I met with a friend. I came home. I’m watching TV with Rob. I’m doing everything I should be doing. Yet I still feel this horrible gaping feeling in my chest. I am going through the motions, smiling when I need to, laughing when I am supposed to but there is… Read More Penny For My Thoughts?

Bipolar, Mania

Weekend Part One

This post is one of two parts. I generally write draft posts throughout the day so you can see my thoughts, symptoms and moods as they happen. 25th November 2016 It’s Friday. I had poor sleep last night again because I have become increasingly afraid of the dark. I come back to my desk to… Read More Weekend Part One

Bipolar

Living With Bipolar

Living with Bipolar is extremely exhausting and difficult. Bipolar affects every aspect of your life, starting off in the confines of your own mind and slowly seeping out and infecting every part of your being, your relationships, your job and your quality of life. Bipolar is not a visible illness but it is incredibly disabling.… Read More Living With Bipolar